The MAN I truly admire :)

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Non Academic Activities In school

below is the achievement report i made as a requirement to pass the 1st semester of academic year 2010-2010. nothing to post and nothing to share that much. 4 days vacation without nothing to do nearly kills me :)

Achievement Report

This semester started with a General Assembly and an Org Fair for HED students. It was all organized by the SCO and the different organizations in the school. The event was started with a paraliturgy. We were asked to wear a green shirt during that day. There were a lot of activities and it was indeed a sight to see. There were so many booths prepared by different organizations. Marriage booth was the coolest cause one of my friends got “married” during that day.  The different organizations and departments prepared a production numbers which was of course enjoyed by the crowd. The General Acquaintance party was held in the evening but since we were not required to attend it we didn’t attend because as far as I can remember our group in the disaster seminar agreed to meet early in the next day.

So days passed by so fast and it was already our Level 4 day. We, 4e were the Byakko Team. I was one of Amazing Race facilitator. It was so exhausting because I was assigned with 3 stations. And mind you, the 1^st station assigned to me was the last stop for the 1^st leg. It was really tiring because all the teams are still complete. They will displace their frustrations and anger to us facilitators. It was quite difficult to handle but thank God, the head of the event was there to help us. I was just so pissed off when 2 pairs of players complained that I and my partner went to another place and that they didn’t see us in the station. We insisted that we didn’t leave there and I is the truth. They thought we went to Mcdo because we have a coke float and hamburger all along the 2 pairs didn’t see us and they were just passing by in our seat. My partner and I were laughing because they can’t seem to notice us. . But the truth is that one C. I. passed by and we greeted her and she asked if we already took our lunch and we said not yet. We didn’t expect that she would but those for us. Good thing the other players insisted that we didn’t leave our spot. God is our witness and nevertheless we don’t care if until know they still don’t believe us. Maybe there are just displaying a typical defense mechanism because they were easily eliminated in the game. Anyway, the day went well. I wasn’t able to watch the Preselection for Ambassador and Ambassadress because I was so tired and my head was throbbing with pain.

 And after several weeks was the Nurse’s Days celebration was held. I was again asked to be a staff in the Nightingale’s Quest. It was great because I was able to meet new people especially in the lower level. Before the main event, there were a lot of preparations to take; meetings and distribution of stations and the like. It was really tiring. From one station to another, the anger and complaints of the players, the pouring rain. It was tiring, emotionally and physically. But to think of it as a burden would make thinks more complicated. So I just enjoyed it. Had fun. made friends. It all ended well. Players from the Britanian Empire won the event (Yehey! I belonged in that teamJ) The Britanian Empire ( Level 4 Nursing) topped all the event, we were proclaimed as the Champions J.

Then after several weeks, Ina visited USI. Since we were on our duty we weren’t able to participate in the said event.

The U-games was such a controversy. There were a lot of hear says that it will be moved to the 2^nd semester and many students expressed their desire to hold the U-games last September. With the efforts of the many, and the support from the faculties, The U-games was opened September 27, 2010 along with the 350^th Celebration of the Feast of Patron Saints of our University. The day was opened with a procession. It was so hot and the route was really long. Then in the afternoon, the U-games were formally opened. I was in the Water tribe. The event was quite boring compared to the previous U-games I have attended and participated. Then again, the Nursing Department showed that we are the most united because for the nth time, we were proclaimed as the over all champion. It was so predictable because we won almost all the major events and had a few defaults compared to the departments who I think, didn’t even gave efforts to win the event.

This semester is really such a memory to behold.  This would be the last time that I would be attending these school events. I would be marching in the winding stairs for the 2nd time, this time to get my diploma as a college student. I made the best memory in my 15 years here in USI. I made the right decision to study here to earn my bachelor’s degree. USI indeed made a great part in what I am today, I will forever be grateful to my parents who religiously send me in this institution and to my teachers from kindergarten to my college years for helping me mold my values and myself.

Lady Clyde Lilaine A. Nocos

BSN 4E

Rain :)

Today, it rained so hard that I can't sit inside my room and ignore it. I went outside to play in the rain. It's been years since I went out to feel the rain against my skin. What a feeling. I was so damned happy playing in the rain with my sister and our pet dog, Mimoi, He too, loves the rain or should I say all forms of water:) What a cute dog, isn't?. Anyway, I really don't know why I love it when its raining. ( except when i'm out and I don't have my umbrella). Maybe because, I have all the liberty I can have. I can run. I can jump. I can roll over in the grounds. I can laugh. I can shout. I can curse. I can do every stupid and crazy things under the pouring rain because no one's watching. No one can hear me. The only consequence that I got is: colds =) but that's fine. In a day or two this colds will be gone. At least, I enjoyed every minute under the rain. No one can take that memory away from me. No one :)

Masochist or Stupid?

Is it my fault? I thought I have already moved on?... Geeeezz. Why do I let my self get hurt? Can somebody slap me in the face so I can be back on my senses?Hahaha. I've been living with stupidity for 4 years. I can't seem to remove it in my system.

Busy week

I think I've just became a vamp:). Hahaha, Nah. It's just that, this week is really soooo hectic. Imagine, from Sunday-Wednesday, I'll be at the hospital from 6pm-12mn for our hospital exposure. (I'm a nursing stud =P) then Thursday we'll have our pre-final exam and in the afternoon of  that to Friday afternoon, we'll have our class retreat then on Saturday, we have our review class... sooo exhausting isn't it? I still can't believe that I've been living with for 3?4? years... Well that's my life. Have to deal with it. anyway, graduation is just 5 months away =)
So everyone, Have a Nice day a head!:))

IRONIC?

Haha.

I was once stupid.

I chose our FRIENDSHIP over blossoming LOVE thinking that it would save me from heartaches. (Read: ME)

See? I wasn't just STUPID but I was SELFISH. GREEDY.

I can only imagine how we're slowly drifting apart. 

The FRIENDSHIP, was lost, EVERYTHING between us was LOST.

I can still remember how we became friends. 

He was my classmate way back in first year college.

First subject in the morning,we're both sitting near the electric fan near the window.

I really wanted to sit on that chair because that seat was simply perfect. I can easily sneak out of the room =P and the perfect spot were i can view my crush when he's passing by our room. 

We chatted for the whole period, every morning six times a week.

I would ask him about my crush and he was the one who encouraged me to text my crush.

My girlfriends, sitting behind us started to tease us. 

We played along with their teasing. 

When they would try to go near him, I would act as if I am jealous.

And he would also do the same.

So friendship blossomed. 

He gave me a plant. 

He was like my "guy best friend". 

I would scold him if he's absent in class. 

My concern about him was genuine cause, like what I've said he was my friend.

Then one day, I felt really awkward near him.

So i stopped talking and texting him. 

I started to ignore him. 

Because I wanted our friendship to last so bad, I said to myself, I have to make a way to get rid whatever it is that I'm feeling

I was so confuse. 

Time flew  so fast. 

He transferred to another school. 

Got a girlfriend.

When he visited our school, my friends asked him if he ever liked me more than a friend. 

Guess what? 

He said YES. 

When i was told about that, at first, it was just okay.

I was still in denial.

I denied my feelings for him. 

But as time passed by, I realized how IMPORTANT he was to me. 

I was blinded with infatuation for a jerk. 

I was stupid to deny my feelings. 

I learned. 

At present, we don't have any communication. 

WE HAVE NOTHING. 

I learned that While I was trying to save our friendship, little did I notice I was gripping on that so tightly and just like a sand, it was slipping away from my hands.

I don't know what lies beyond.

I don't know if we can still be friends again. 

I don't know... But i'm still hoping at least to have our friendship back.

You know who you are. 

Patience is a virtue

Patience is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without acting on annoyance/anger in a negative way; or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties. It is also used to refer to the character trait of being steadfast.Or which you can wait for things. Antonyms include hastiness and impetuousness.