IRONIC?

Haha.

I was once stupid.

I chose our FRIENDSHIP over blossoming LOVE thinking that it would save me from heartaches. (Read: ME)

See? I wasn't just STUPID but I was SELFISH. GREEDY.

I can only imagine how we're slowly drifting apart. 

The FRIENDSHIP, was lost, EVERYTHING between us was LOST.

I can still remember how we became friends. 

He was my classmate way back in first year college.

First subject in the morning,we're both sitting near the electric fan near the window.

I really wanted to sit on that chair because that seat was simply perfect. I can easily sneak out of the room =P and the perfect spot were i can view my crush when he's passing by our room. 

We chatted for the whole period, every morning six times a week.

I would ask him about my crush and he was the one who encouraged me to text my crush.

My girlfriends, sitting behind us started to tease us. 

We played along with their teasing. 

When they would try to go near him, I would act as if I am jealous.

And he would also do the same.

So friendship blossomed. 

He gave me a plant. 

He was like my "guy best friend". 

I would scold him if he's absent in class. 

My concern about him was genuine cause, like what I've said he was my friend.

Then one day, I felt really awkward near him.

So i stopped talking and texting him. 

I started to ignore him. 

Because I wanted our friendship to last so bad, I said to myself, I have to make a way to get rid whatever it is that I'm feeling

I was so confuse. 

Time flew  so fast. 

He transferred to another school. 

Got a girlfriend.

When he visited our school, my friends asked him if he ever liked me more than a friend. 

Guess what? 

He said YES. 

When i was told about that, at first, it was just okay.

I was still in denial.

I denied my feelings for him. 

But as time passed by, I realized how IMPORTANT he was to me. 

I was blinded with infatuation for a jerk. 

I was stupid to deny my feelings. 

I learned. 

At present, we don't have any communication. 

WE HAVE NOTHING. 

I learned that While I was trying to save our friendship, little did I notice I was gripping on that so tightly and just like a sand, it was slipping away from my hands.

I don't know what lies beyond.

I don't know if we can still be friends again. 

I don't know... But i'm still hoping at least to have our friendship back.

You know who you are. 

Patience is a virtue

Patience is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without acting on annoyance/anger in a negative way; or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties. It is also used to refer to the character trait of being steadfast.Or which you can wait for things. Antonyms include hastiness and impetuousness.

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Zipline!!!!

                                                  Ligñon Hill, Albay, September 20, 2010

A minute of nerve cracking experience. Though, I must admit, I was really scared to do this pero pinilit ko
 talagang kayanin.hahaha. sa ilang minutes na "lumilipad" ako, ang daming pumapasok sa isip ko. Like, pano
kung bumigay yung cable?.. di pa ata ako ready mamatay no?. I believe i still have a lot of things to accomplish. 'to rin yung time na i shouted my heart out.( di kase pwede maingay sa bahay namen eh:)) Haha.  pero ang sarap sa feeling na pinapakawalan yung tension sa dibdib. Parang laha ng galit, sama ng loob at mga kdramahan ko sa buhay inilabas ko. Parang sa ilang minutes na yun, naging free ako sa lahat. Ang hirap kase kapag ang dami mong kinikimkim. Nakakaloka!. Nakakabaliw. Nakakadepress.(uy. bka isipin nyo emo ako ha?..konti lang:)haha) Basta. I love the adrenaline! I loooooovvvvvveeee the experience. Sana may zipline na 1 km.:) One thing is for sure, di ito ang huling beses na magzizipline ako:)

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